Last night I accidentally drank too much cough medicine and it made me sick
my sister is going to a party and my relatives are here because they have no place to go
money is now a problem and I am not sure if my parents can make ends meet this time
I still have no girl and right now I am trying my best not to think about it
I dreampt I went to a great private collage filled with Japanese girls

my depression is creeping up on me again but I think I am doing a good job to suppress it
i just hope I can keep it that way....