I feel as if today the world was against me :(
This hell kills me every day ripping away at my mind...
I wish I could grow wings and fly away...

nobody loves me except my family...
but even they don't care enough the worst part is that they have no idea who I really am

I hope that I don't kill myself when I am older I don't know how many more years I can go on being single

On that note if I stop writing here for more than a year I might be dead