I have been thinking about a girl I like recently.
I want to ask her if she would go out with me. but I am tired of getting my whole world crushed when I realize they don't like me back. I think she just talks to me out of pitty, I wish I knew so I would stop wishing for her every night I close my eyes.

This life I live is just not worth it if all I do is beg for just one person to love me.

My depression is so strong at the moment I hope its just a simple mood swing. If I had a girlfriend then mabye living on this planet would not hurt so much.
my life sucks...
I hate myself...
people hate me...
I just dont see the point anymore...