Getting ready for a new hell.

Well my first week of vacation is over leaving me with only two weeks. My job is not easy so I thought I could work out a bit before this relaxing time is over. But lately all I have been doing is dieting by limiting my meals. If I find some courage in me today I might go but so far it does not feel that way.

My depression is coming and going almost as if I was bipolar. My video games put it off but I sometimes tear up alone at night.