Its almost christmas time and I fell a bit down.
I should feel happier but things are not going good for mia and me. From what she told me she is going to arizona. Even thogh she is moving I still dont want to see her, mabye because it might bring back sad fellings.
I started teaching a person about 32 years of age how to use a computer. When she paid me yesterday for what I did I went ahead and took my mom and my sister out to eat. Rynan is coming back from boot camp and he is probably going to rub it in my face about how stupid I was fo not joining him. Starting in the 22nd of december I am going to try a new job opportunity as a mover for a company simillar to U-Haul if this turns out to be my dream job then I think I might get a new phone quiker than I thoght.

A few days ago I asked god to send me a girl my way but I guess he is too busy with more important things. Its ok thogh I did not really expect anything to really happen but it makes me sad thinking its going to be a very cold and lonely winter...