Im at the library again just trying to kill time.
A couple of days ago Rumel brought Dylan, S and W and we played truth or dare. Then things started getting weird. I was on the left side to S and she was dared to kiss me. But it felt just like C did in my dream a few days back! Rumel stopped reading my blog so I was the only person freaking out there. We stayed in my room till 1:00am daring each other into doing other things like making out. W changed from what I could remember from my highschool days but to be honest I just did not like her, as a possible girlfriend thogh she was very warm wen I sat with her. I am still trying to work out my job situation but its looking more grim with each day. My sister is turning 18 soon so I hope I can get drunk and meet some one new at her party.

Every day it feels like I am wasting away my life all because people on this planet need money to do favors for people. If god is watching us in heaven I sure hes sad to look at the amount of greed humans have. All I want is food, Internet, women, and a small room in japan.

I am trying to get a new job at a crusie ship and everything seems to be going ok so far. My life as of late has been filled with nothing but anime shows and japanese songs late into the night. The next term for collage is about to start but since I STILL do not have any money to support myself its seems that I will just have to keep waiting. Ive been listening to some of my old music at night and it makes me sad to relize im geting old. On that note I relized yester day that for the first time in my life I actually had a beard.
I really wish I had internet at home so I could keep this blog updated but it seems fate has other plans Oh well....