I am out of a job again and my credit card is running dry fast. But this time my situation to get a job is a little more improved now that I have a laptop, a good phone and paid school hopefully this time around things will get better. Mia stopped talking to me for a while now and I think its better that way because honestly I am still not ready to face her yet. I have been stressing out lately over nothing and I really wish I could stop I wake up 3 time a night from nightmares and its really killing my sleep. For now Ill see how it goes I think I only have 2 more months before I crack wide open so hopefully I will find a job before then.