Today is the day I leaving Illinois everything is going surprisingly smooth and just as well the weather is freezing I hope my next pay check that comes will be enough to pay for most of my debts I just want to go home and rest.

I am so sad but I have no idea why...
I hope its not my depression...

I quit my job and I am spending the last five days I have here the best way I can. To be honest I will miss this place, it taught me how to value my life and that I can meet new people if I stick my hand out a little. I think I might come here next summer to work again if I don't find a job back home. I feel like I could have done more if I met a girl to love here it was a little difficult not knowing anyone.
I hope my dad will buy alot of beer when I get home I have not had a taste in a while.

I hope im going the right way with this life I have.