Today I feel guilty for no reason like if I did some thing wrong or I did something irresponsible and its really bothering me. All I can think about right now is boot camp and how in the world I am going to get through it. The fact that I have no one to talk to about this bothers me too because I don't have a girlfriend right now. Some times I think the world does not care for me and that only god can be my silent companion. I think I am going to go to the gym and exercise now maybe that will keep my mind off the subject