me and X stopped texting each other about a day ago and the only reson its important is because she always texted me every night. I get the feeling she gust wanted to see who i was and never wanted a serious relationship. If things keep going the way they are i guess i can give up on tring to plase her and get back to my sad pathetic life. Besides i should have known i would never have a chance with a girl like her.

i guess this blog is gonna get sad and lonely again.
i just wish i could go back in time and fix the situation I am in.
god gave me a chance and it blew up in my face.