A few days ago I was promoted at my dads work place as a full time employee. I hope I can actually keep up with everyone there. I feel like my partner is a little unsure that I can handle the job but if I am ever going to get my life straight I need to at least try.

I am still alone and I have almost given up hope in physically meeting a girl for a date.
I hope god has a good reason for my loneliness, I am kind and hard working what is missing?

I wonder if its my fault...