Getting ready for a new hell.

Well my first week of vacation is over leaving me with only two weeks. My job is not easy so I thought I could work out a bit before this relaxing time is over. But lately all I have been doing is dieting by limiting my meals. If I find some courage in me today I might go but so far it does not feel that way.

My depression is coming and going almost as if I was bipolar. My video games put it off but I sometimes tear up alone at night.

A new start.

Mia and me are talking again after about a year of silence. I'm not so sure how to take it all in...

I got my phone after about 2 weeks of work. But the bill is really expensive. Today is promised myself I would start working out but I don't feel like actually doing it. I really hope my life starts getting better all this loneliness is really killing me inside.