Today I was in the shower thinking about my life and were it is at this point. I realized I am now halfway though my youth and that soon my adult life will start then my death... As I was showering I realized that one day my body wont exist in this world and all the feelings I have, all the people I have hugged, the feeling life itself will be gone from me. I always thought of death as a bad dream that could go away and I could get up the next day as usual. As I held the soap in my hand I began to faint of the very idea that one day my body will become dust. I felt that my efforts in this world will have no evidence upon the new generation. I snapped out of it and realized how serious death is. It made me realize that I am taking my life for granted. I just hope the day I die wont be painful and I could die in my sleep. I keep thinking my brain and all the nerves in my body will suffer due to the loss of blood flow. I think now that I am able to understand how much time I have left here before I die, I want to live my life to the fullest. I cant belive how stupid I was not relizeing this sooner

the soap in my hand had never felt better in my entire life...
some day I wont be able to wash my own back...
I hope my life can change the world I dont want to be forgotten...